I'd like to tell you that my sky's not blue, it's violent rain And in my world, the people on the street don't know my name In my world, I'm seven feet tall And the boys always call, and the girls do too Because in my world, I'm constantly, constantly havin' a breakthrough (Hmm) Or a breakdown, or a… Continue reading When a song is the definition of you…
My upside down is filled with: Nights to sleep - while I lie awake, Time for adventure - is the time I take, to prevent getting sick, to prevent the pain today, to prevent an asthma attack, to rest for tomorrow's plans - so I lay down, to pull the energy from anywhere around me,… Continue reading Upside Down.
It's on the days of which required a bit of venting to make it through that I have to remember: that's what "Fearlessly Making Sunshine" is all about. The name of this blog, in no way, suggests that finding happiness and warmth is easy. This world is in fact pretty cold to the touch, and… Continue reading Pause.
Facebook Memory - August 12, 2011 "How far you go in life depends on your being tender with the young, compassionate with the aged, sympathetic for the striving, and tolerant of the weak and strong. Because someday in your life, you will have been all of these." -George Washington Carver 💗 Facebook Memory - August… Continue reading Memory
"You can't do that. You are not good enough for that. You can't go on anymore. You don't have the energy." -Your Mind (Lies) "When there is no enemy within, the enemy outside can do us no harm." - Ancient African Proverb https://youtu.be/_ICREZm9CtE 💜☀️🦋, Bailey
; I refuse to believe your lies. Dear Body, You will not break me. Do you know how frustrating you make life? I hate that it affects so many other people, and there's nothing that I can do about it. I'm supposed to lose chunks of you, but you laugh at the thought of it.… Continue reading …, but you’re supposed to be.
And all of the doctors sang in a harmonious tune "we told you so". I just don't like to be told what to do. 🤷🏻♀️ You go to a doctor for help. And I'm not sorry for expecting a solution in any case - especially for my chronic illnesses. If I had a dollar for… Continue reading I dare you.
When it hails on the windows, The wind pushes the ice to an angle, The sky lights up with lightening, The thunder amplifies it's cry. "Look at me here! Now listen, please. Hear me this once. I beg of you. Just look, I'm here!... ...Why did I even show? They complain when I don't, and… Continue reading Reach Out To Someone.
How do I even begin to explain...? Neuropathy. When my tired, entire body twitches uncontrollably and randomly. . . Sometimes a twitch may be so uncontrollably wild - and my phone is no longer in my hand. "Go to bed" is what it's saying. My muscles need healing. My body needs healing. If only it… Continue reading “Once the light fades, everything is dark.”
With an emptiness I'm not able to describe. It's so hard to love yourself when so many other people judge you so harshly. As humans in general, we want to be accepted by the general public, but when the general public find a fault in your blood, they tend to cast you out for their… Continue reading Flooded.