What’s the feeling you try, but can’t explain The one that tends to block blood flow from your veins? Oxygen suspended, like outer space Go ahead, take a breath before you suffocate. Call up your “friends” for breath and support After all, that’s what they’re there for Right? No, I forget, it’s on their accord… Continue reading A poem for a difficult week.
Music is the one thing that I get lost in, find peace in, and find healing through. I hope these songs may be of some help for you too💛 Today feels like a: “When The Party’s Over” by Billie Eilish kind of day.❤️ 🎶 PAST “SONGS OF THE DAY” You don’t have words for life… Continue reading Get Lost, Find Peace, Heal.
https://youtu.be/2GNYSWeCwDg “I told you I'd spill my guts.I left you to clean it up,I'm bursting out of the.... Seems like now, it's impossible to work this out.I'm so committed to an old ghost town.Is it really that strange if I always wanna change?And if only - the time and space between us wasn't lonely,I'd disintegrate… Continue reading Three
Come February, I’m struggling to get through the days of autoimmunity… having been exposed to illnesses, bacteria, and viruses a toddler’s immune system should fight off, but my defenseless, suppressed immune system cannot.It’s a never ending battle: “Do I push through this, not knowing if i will feel better or worse the next day?” “Will… Continue reading Walking Away.
My biggest source of pain, hurt, betrayal, and truth. Priorities. They show you what matters to other's - and when it doesn't turn out to be you, and you've given them your all... I wish I knew how to not wear my heart on my sleeve... Then I have heard that because I do, it… Continue reading Priorities.
I will always hold your fragile hand. "I don't care what you say - I'm not letting go." (I love that you laughed at that the other day.)I've walked behind you through my life, and now we enjoy the "remember when"s as I kneel at your bedside. I'm so thankful, so grateful, and ever so… Continue reading 🎶 I don’t have the answers…
Yesterday, I walked up to their house in a hurry. I was about 10 minutes later than planned. My DD opened the front door - I was greeted by his Mini Aussie, named Ring and a strong, loving hug - the hug I've missed along this road. He felt better today since he was going… Continue reading Sunshine & Starlight
This last year has given me every reason to enjoy the people around me that are present. I think more people would do the same if they remembered that at anytime, we could lose someone we love. I don’t ask this much... but right now, I feel is a time that is appropriate to reach… Continue reading I’m Wrecked.
Lately it's been a daily whirlwind of pain... It all started with my diagnosis with mono. My doctor wanted to do an ultrasound of my spleen and upper abdomen, since there had never been one ordered before - only an ultrasound for my gallbladder in 2015. Im not sure how many have followed me through… Continue reading I Guess I Found a Time Machine.