This morning, I had an epiphany that altered my state of mind to be more selfish, yet not selfish at all per say. I’ve made a point for LOVE to be the center of my life and relationships for as long as I can remember. It became quite a habit - so much so that… Continue reading Over giver.
What’s the feeling you try, but can’t explain The one that tends to block blood flow from your veins? Oxygen suspended, like outer space Go ahead, take a breath before you suffocate. Call up your “friends” for breath and support After all, that’s what they’re there for Right? No, I forget, it’s on their accord… Continue reading A poem for a difficult week.
It’s so much easier to avoid opening the door to the chaos than to find words that describe the subjects that you don’t even want to admit. “Wrapped up, so consumed by all this hurt.If you ask me, don't know where to start...Anger, love, confusion;Roads that go nowhere.I know there's somewhere better,'Cause you always take… Continue reading Take me home, but not home.
you know best, but I know myself better than that.” Get Lost, Find Peace, Heal ❤️🎶 Music is so healing for me. I never realized how often I go around singing until my throat began hurting from a sinus infection, making it difficult to sing. Sometimes it’s nice just to soak in the lyrics and… Continue reading “You said
Heard you were searchin' for paradise,Reason to stay here when life runs dry?Don't say goodbyeI wipe your tears from your pale blue eyes.Go fight the sun so you rule the sky;Hold back the tide And if we know that all we are is dust,Will we find the life inside of us?I won't let go, I won't let goI won't… Continue reading Everest, I Won’t Let Go
I’ve been feeling overwhelmed. Undervalued. Unheard. And for the most part, lost. Have you ever lost yourself within this world? Have you ever been so shook up in what is meant to be, supposed to be, going to be, how, who, when, where, why, that your brain feels scattered - almost making it impossible to… Continue reading Shush.
https://youtu.be/2GNYSWeCwDg “I told you I'd spill my guts.I left you to clean it up,I'm bursting out of the.... Seems like now, it's impossible to work this out.I'm so committed to an old ghost town.Is it really that strange if I always wanna change?And if only - the time and space between us wasn't lonely,I'd disintegrate… Continue reading Three
Come February, I’m struggling to get through the days of autoimmunity… having been exposed to illnesses, bacteria, and viruses a toddler’s immune system should fight off, but my defenseless, suppressed immune system cannot.It’s a never ending battle: “Do I push through this, not knowing if i will feel better or worse the next day?” “Will… Continue reading Walking Away.
If you or anyone you know is struggling with anxiety or depression, please call: The National Suicide Prevention Lifeline 1-800-273-8255 or visit The National Suicide Prevention Lifeline's website by clicking on the link provided above.Get help today.💛☀️🌻 November of 2019, was nothing I could have expected. It was nothing anyone could have expected. I wonder… Continue reading This Little Light of Mine.
and I realized how important it is for me to stand on my own two feet. I wish I could have realized that lesson when you were here. Your smile was so contagious. Just looking at it in pictures, it's become a reflex for me to smile back at you. The love you had for… Continue reading The sun came out today,