Chachi, Your eighth birthday hasn't been exactly as you hoped for, I know. I'm so glad that you have some good doctors, though, and you're getting taken care of well! (With all of these meds, you may be having a pretty good time today 😂). You've been a soft place for me to fall through… Continue reading Happy Eighth Birthday, PopPop!
When you see your baby hurting, helplessly - it breaks your heart! We've had a go - round with our little chiweenie (chihuahua/dachshund mix)this past week. . . It's been a lot of "should we take her to the vet?" , "I don't know, she seems fine now!" , "let's just watch her" kind of… Continue reading Some hard moments.
; I refuse to believe your lies. Dear Body, You will not break me. Do you know how frustrating you make life? I hate that it affects so many other people, and there's nothing that I can do about it. I'm supposed to lose chunks of you, but you laugh at the thought of it.… Continue reading …, but you’re supposed to be.
"Be nice to my Bae!" I hear on the other side of the phone. (My mom has always called me "Bae", spelled just as so. Before it was considered to be a significant other.) "You can't love [someone else] until you love yourself first... How do you expect to?" How do I respond to that?… Continue reading I won’t follow you.
Can you picture what TRUST means for you? If you were to ask me in high school, I would have described exactly these things to you: As a cheerleader - you trust your bases and flyers, those who tumble before and after you, the person next to you to be spaced away from you correctly,… Continue reading 8 count.
*Explicit song lyrics* "I can take the hit, but I'm sorry - I don't want the bruise." - "Headspace" by Lewis Capaldi Loyalty is a lifestyle - not a choice, but it's a lifestyle that people just don't chose to live anymore. Unfortunately, fibromyalgia and Sjögren's Syndrome choose the loyal behavior far more often than… Continue reading “I’m sick of losing soulmates.”
And all of the doctors sang in a harmonious tune "we told you so". I just don't like to be told what to do. 🤷🏻♀️ You go to a doctor for help. And I'm not sorry for expecting a solution in any case - especially for my chronic illnesses. If I had a dollar for… Continue reading I dare you.
Well, it's about time for real words and real life rather than the passive/creative/poet style/story telling format that usually comes from my over-sensitized brain and sometimes (probably most actually) from my broken heart from the cruelty of our nonadaptive world. . . The weather has been beautiful here. We have prayed for rain, for I'm… Continue reading It’s the normal life now.
When it hails on the windows, The wind pushes the ice to an angle, The sky lights up with lightening, The thunder amplifies it's cry. "Look at me here! Now listen, please. Hear me this once. I beg of you. Just look, I'm here!... ...Why did I even show? They complain when I don't, and… Continue reading Reach Out To Someone.
Encouragement- BE THAT PERSON! 👆🏼 Click on the words above to view the video!