Mimi, Do you remember that? “Angel of my life”, “Light of my life”? I remember you referring to me as either - out at the ranch, in the kitchen, after you’d belly laughed at any of the conversations we used to have. Conversations about anything. You’re eyes were lights as you spent time with your… Continue reading Happy Birthday Angel “of my life”.
“What the fuck is wrong with me?” “I think you don’t feel good, you’re tired, you’re scared, you feel alone, and there are a lot of unknowns right now.” https://youtu.be/WgKTCweubC8 We've all been told when we were littleWe could grow up and live a fairy tale,But no one ever bothered telling us thatThe storybook ending… Continue reading We’re breathing underwater.
looks nothing like the kind of life you knew before.” I would love to extend an invite you and your family to join me along with my church this Easter Sunday: Easter With Hillside From Home The above link will take you to the website where people are talking and the ministry is live. If… Continue reading “Life as you know it
Today, a song played through my phone's speakers, and my heart strings finally came unraveled. All of the weird, confusing, pain, hurt, disappointment, and weakness that I've held onto since 2015ish; all of the feelings that words couldn't possibly describe suddenly had meaning within the lyrics that flowed through my ears, as I stopped and… Continue reading ,iroL
I wish that I could be more than me; more than someone who lives waiting for something that will never happen. I wish that I could be more than sick, more than lonely, more than “I don’t feel well”, more than depressed, more than the anxiety the occupies my mind always at the worst time.… Continue reading Your balance and happiness are priceless.
So many people are going through the hardest time in their lives right now. Alone or lonely, lost or confused, frustrated or depressed, it’s all pretty much the same for us all. I just want you all to know: You are NOT alone. Every life matters. Every emotion matters. Every doubt, every tear, every bottle,… Continue reading The Blinding Truth of it All
is a mess of confusion with no possibility of finding any answers. Y’all too? This is so exhausting... The emotional turmoil is too much sometimes. Just. Trust. - nothing more, nothing less. “Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways submit to him, and… Continue reading “Stay inside order”: My mind…
Album out now by Jessie Reyez Jessie Reyez release announcement on Twitter. 🥺🔪⚰️🖤 Laying here. Heating pad. Phone. Charger. Kidney stone. Mad at too many. Guilty for too much. This album drop makes me so happy. Nothin but a girl helpin a world of girls out. . My Feels. 🥺💔 . 🤍, Bailey
This morning, I had an epiphany that altered my state of mind to be more selfish, yet not selfish at all per say. I’ve made a point for LOVE to be the center of my life and relationships for as long as I can remember. It became quite a habit - so much so that… Continue reading Over giver.
What’s the feeling you try, but can’t explain The one that tends to block blood flow from your veins? Oxygen suspended, like outer space Go ahead, take a breath before you suffocate. Call up your “friends” for breath and support After all, that’s what they’re there for Right? No, I forget, it’s on their accord… Continue reading A poem for a difficult week.