You feel it, right? Allow me to say, you are far from alone. Isolation is an all too familiar feeling for all of us right now. We all feel it. We all feel alone at the same time. We are all over the quarantine. We are all over the coronavirus. We are all over 2020. … Continue reading “The End of the World”
Writings.
“I’d apologize if it was black and white,
but life is different —just try to listen to me now...How the hell did I lose a friend I never had?”- FINNEAS https://youtu.be/3mMVcCMO_Ng
Fear of the unknown.
Hopeless and beyond help, I was in so much pain. My doctors diagnosed me with several autoimmune diseases, fibromyalgia, depression, and anxiety in 2015. At this point, it had been 3 years (that felt like a lifetime) dealing with this, and it was only getting more unbearable by the day. The medications stacked up. My … Continue reading Fear of the unknown.
Art Misunderstood.
Art. It’s all for you to perceive, another will interpret the piece for themselves. Often, the two perceptions are incredibly different. Isn’t that what makes art, well, art? Opinions can become harmful for those who interpret the artwork in such a way that it was not composed from. Different views. Different experiences. Different lives. One … Continue reading Art Misunderstood.
Happy Birthday Angel “of my life”.
Mimi, Do you remember that? “Angel of my life”, “Light of my life”? I remember you referring to me as either - out at the ranch, in the kitchen, after you’d belly laughed at any of the conversations we used to have. Conversations about anything. You’re eyes were lights as you spent time with your … Continue reading Happy Birthday Angel “of my life”.
We’re breathing underwater.
“What the fuck is wrong with me?” “I think you don’t feel good, you’re tired, you’re scared, you feel alone, and there are a lot of unknowns right now.” https://youtu.be/WgKTCweubC8 We've all been told when we were littleWe could grow up and live a fairy tale,But no one ever bothered telling us thatThe storybook ending … Continue reading We’re breathing underwater.
“Life as you know it
looks nothing like the kind of life you knew before.” I would love to extend an invite you and your family to join me along with my church this Easter Sunday: Easter With Hillside From Home The above link will take you to the website where people are talking and the ministry is live. If … Continue reading “Life as you know it
,iroL
Today, a song played through my phone's speakers, and my heart strings finally came unraveled. All of the weird, confusing, pain, hurt, disappointment, and weakness that I've held onto since 2015ish; all of the feelings that words couldn't possibly describe suddenly had meaning within the lyrics that flowed through my ears, as I stopped and … Continue reading ,iroL
Your balance and happiness are priceless.
I wish that I could be more than me; more than someone who lives waiting for something that will never happen. I wish that I could be more than sick, more than lonely, more than “I don’t feel well”, more than depressed, more than the anxiety the occupies my mind always at the worst time. … Continue reading Your balance and happiness are priceless.
The Blinding Truth of it All
So many people are going through the hardest time in their lives right now. Alone or lonely, lost or confused, frustrated or depressed, it’s all pretty much the same for us all. I just want you all to know: You are NOT alone. Every life matters. Every emotion matters. Every doubt, every tear, every bottle, … Continue reading The Blinding Truth of it All
