This is the year that turned out worlds upside down and inside out. Everything we’ve known has now changed - like some kind of terrifying blank slate..While we can’t control our outside world, we can control how our inside world reacts to it..Do yourself a favor - bring in some positivity. Make yourself proud. Find … Continue reading Instagram Post
Author: FMSunShine
Hi,
My name is Bailey🤗
I started this blog just to be able to spill my feelings out. You know, the ones I felt I couldn't keep inside for a long time. I hope some of these words may benefit someone out there! I’ve got quite a list of medical diagnoses that tend to cast a shadow over the light that burns within me, so that’s my current life goal: fearlessly making sunshine through the shadows. 🌻
Dear Future Me,
write to your future self with Spotify and Billie Eilish - click here By now, I hope you know how hard I have worked to be exactly where you are. By consciously remaining balanced, aligned, and centered in all that comes to be, I hope that you have found your presence.I hope by now that … Continue reading Dear Future Me,
Blooming
How many times will it take for me to learn from my mistakes, for me to grow from all the pain, for me to love the hate away?How many times will it take for me to just speak of my mind, for me to break all of the ties that are bringing me down?Let me … Continue reading Blooming
Mansion
For the past weeks that I haven’t visited, we have been in the middle of moving 6 hours away from home. Uprooting and letting go of a life that didn’t want us anyways. I left behind my grandfather. You could say my dad. I call him DD. It wasn’t until today that I realized... I … Continue reading Mansion
Everything At Once 🎶
Worried for my husband. Packed an entire house. Visited family. Attempted with all of me to visit a “friend”. I believe that’s when we became no longer friends. Came in and out of 2 flares. Disassociated with reality to avoid a number of panic attacks. Informed doctors of new information. Drove 6 hours at a … Continue reading Everything At Once 🎶
Skin.✊🏼✊🏽✊🏾✊🏿
I could tell you of the goals I’ve met lately within my journey for health. I could take up this space with complaints of my skin, the abrasions that are forming and taking months to heal. I could tell you how scared I am of what they could be. I could tell you of a … Continue reading Skin.✊🏼✊🏽✊🏾✊🏿
U Don’t Get Me
I can't drive without seeing your face in all the windows of the spots at all ourPlacesAsked my dad, "how long will it take?"He said, "maybe forever, but it will get better...”...I get it, she didn't get me, but my heart is soreNow I’m seeing what this distance is forYou don't get meSo you don't … Continue reading U Don’t Get Me
Born To Die
Don't make me sad, don't make me crySometimes love is not enough, and the road gets tough,I don't know why.- “Born To Die” by Lana Del Rey https://youtu.be/Bag1gUxuU0g
Black Dog.
Anxiety and pain have been the only two emotions I’ve experienced this year. Yes, this entire year. Blow a bit of happiness across the surface of it all, like glitter, but that’s all that it’s been — specks that shine in the light when you focus enough to see them. In a room of blinding … Continue reading Black Dog.
What she said…
Not because of the quarantine. Not because of every “what if”, “ when”, and “why” that haven’t been answered. My heart has had enough. The back and forth, up and down... Sometimes people just don’t deserve to be in your life because of their effect on you. The way that you treat and talk to … Continue reading What she said…
