Home.

Welcome to FEARLESSLY MAKING SUNSHINE THROUGH THE SHADOWS☀️.
Also referred to as FMSunShine☀️.
This name is meaningful to me for a couple of reasons:

1.It’s an acronyms of my main health disorders: (FM(S)S).

  • FMS: Fibromyalgia Syndrome
  • SS: Sjögren’s Syndrome

2.My grandmother (Mimi) called me “her sunshine” for 26 years of my life. She suffered through many of these disease symptoms in her life, though she was never diagnosed.


Any blog you run into serves a purpose – this blog is made up of the bottled world closed tightly inside of me. We all have our day to day struggles, and honestly, I did not believe that anyone else would be interested in reading my life experiences. So, I hope that somehow, these experiences are able to help someone out there in one way or another.❤️

Writing has always provided a release for me. Through writing I’ve been able to express myself. In writing I’ve been able to explain myself. And by writing I hope to heal myself.

🎶 Feel it, defeat it, there must be some kind of reason.
Can’t feel anything outside myself
My ego is shrinking – they think that they know what I’m thinking.
I don’t think I need their kind of help.

Why am I overthinking?
Tried not to overthink this. . .
I do my best to fight it.
I’m so anxious.✨

I’ve hidden my pain and struggles for so long. At this point in my life, I feel the need to speak up, in hopes to help someone who is in a similar position, but afraid to speak out their truths. Because I, for one, am tired of creating a false image of a person who I cannot be. I will bear my secrets on this page, things that I’ve hidden and been ashamed of for my entire life. It’s my time to not be ashamed; it’s time for me to speak up for the my truths, my shames, my secrets, and my deepest inner demons, because all of what they are is who I am.

🎶The choir in my brain, is so f***ing debilitating
A thousand voices, different keys. So
I try to diffuse it, and put on some positive music,
But it don’t work when I can’t relate.

Why am I overthinking?
Tried not to overthink this. . .
I do my best to fight it.
I’m so anxious.

So this is me.

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Join me in a life changing journey:

https://linktr.ee/baileykelley

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In this blog, I will tell you of my journey through life, as someone who struggles with Fibromyalgia, Sjögren’s Syndrome, Celiac Disease, Food Allergies, Bipolar II Disorder, Generalized Anxiety Disorder and Chronic Depresssion – all while trying to keep my best foot forward, facing the sun while keeping the shadows behind me.

Twisting my crazy life to a positive light isn’t always the most simple thing to do. All of these faults have shown me what “love” really means, how “unconditional” actually feels, and how much “hope” really matters.

I hope you enjoy your stay on my page, and remember to always take the opportunity to be BRAVE! 💖

🎶Cause at the end of the day, I’m just afraid
I’m a heartbreak away.
And all the prescriptions and paths, and addictions we have
They can’t keep us sane.
So I keep lying to myself
To make it better,
And I pretend I’m someone else
It makes it better.

Why am I overthinking?
Tried not to overthink this. . .
I do my best to fight it.
I’m so anxious.

❤️☀️🦋,

Bailey

** Disclaimer**

This blog and any content written and added is not intended to replace a health care professional’s advice, diagnosis, or treatment. This blog does not constitute medical or other professional advice. Do not, in any case, disregard a professional’s or specialist’s advice, nor delay in seeking it due to anything you have read or seen on the FearlesslyMakingSunshine blog.

🎶 “anxious.” by EZI 🎶

 

9 thoughts on “Home.

  1. Hi Bailey,
    I can’t wait to start reading your story. You’re home page already tells me this:
    1. You’re a beautiful brave girl.
    2. You’re a beautiful strong girl.
    3. You’re a beautiful & blessed daughter of the Most High God.
    Happy to be standing with you in the sun.
    Chanty

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    1. Chanty,
      You made me tear up girl!!
      Thank you. So much! Sometimes you don’t feel strong, but you hope more than anything that you come across that way.

      I’m so thankful that through all of these blogs, you found mine. You’ve made my morning so bright already!
      My blog posts go up and down. Everyone has good and bad days. But I try my best to be as positive as possible.
      I’m so thankful to have someone who found my blog amongst others who I can maybe eventually call a friend. Thank you.
      Standing in the sun alone gets lonely. Thank you for joining those who have chose to stand around with me. 💖☀️
      ✌🏼&💜,
      Bailey

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      1. We are both cry babies!!! I’m telling you God is just such an intentional God…He knows what each one of us needs. #TheRecklessloveofGod …I can just hear those words over and over in my head. He intimately knows us so well and I’m just so humbled to be able to connect with you. You are beautiful inside and out and I’ll be here during your good and bad days. Shine on my love!
        Love Chanty

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      1. That’s one thing I love about social media. You can go back and revisit, reread, refeel…:-) I’m doing well thank you. Hope you doing well too. I’ve got so much to blog about but it seems each time I write then keep it for publishing at a later stage but never do.
        I don’t know what to call it…Dot dot dot syndrome.
        Keep well Bailey. Keep basking in glorious sunshine.

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