Ive been stumbling over my words and thoughts. I haven’t left my site! I’m just in a place right now that is, for some reason, difficult to endure. A huge state of a tilting floor where balancing has proven to be more than a challenge. Trying to fit in, trying to figure out why people randomly cut me away from their lives as if we never had a 8+ year friendship. Realizing that I’ve been doing the same things that were done to me, said to me, belittling, and picking apart, because you’re (who tells me that I’m picking apart) not good enough – when I truly have every good intention.
Baseline: good intention is not enough anymore. Being yourself is not good enough anymore. Accommodation? There’s no such thing. Friends? I’m not so sure those exist anymore either.
Just a rough patch. Trying to find the meaning of “Bailey” and the purpose that comes along side.
I’ll see ya soon guys!!