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Just let the music speak for you… 🎶

👹
What if I let you in, and you don’t like what you see?
‘Cause it’s not what it seems – let me tell you why…
You have no idea, yeah, you’ve only seen a piece,
But now it’s underneath – no I cannot lie.
Sometimes I get so frustrated.
I’ve tried a million times to say it.
It’s so much easier to fake it.
So trust me,
Don’t get any closer.
These walls are super high – so don’t even try
To get any closer.
I’m scared you’re gonna find
All the things I’ve been hiding from you.
What if you hear the thoughts that haunt me in my sleep?
The secrets I don’t speak running through my mind.
You have no idea, yeah, you’ve only seen a piece,
But now it’s underneath – no I cannot lie
Sometimes I get so frustrated.
I’ve tried a million times to say it.
It’s so much easier to fake it.
So trust me,
Don’t get any closer.
These walls are super high, so don’t even try
To get any closer.
I’m scared you’re gonna find
All the things I’ve been hiding from you.
☔️
This hurts like hell,
But I keep telling myself:
It’s gonna get better,
But it’s taking forever.
I tried to go out,
But every time I leave the house,
Something reminds me
Of what’s now behind me.
Everyday I let go
Just a little bit more.
In the end I’m gonna be alright,
But it might take a hundred sleepless nights
To make the memories of you disappear,
But right now I can’t see nothing through these tears…
Driving home on an empty highway,
I thought about you and I hit the brakes.
What we had and who we were was so clear,
But right now I can’t see nothing through these tears.
💔
It’s the feeling of betrayal, that I just can’t seem to shake,
And everything I know tells me that I should walk away,
But I just want to stay.
And my friend said,
“I know you love her, but it’s over, mate.
It doesn’t matter, put the phone away.
It’s never easy to walk away, let her go,
It’ll be okay.
It’s gonna hurt for a bit of time,
So bottoms up, let’s forget tonight.
You’ll find another and you’ll be just fine,
Let her go”.
But nothing heals the past like time,
And they can’t steal
The love you’re born to find.
🥀
The truth is I am a toy that people enjoy
‘Til all of the tricks don’t work anymore,
And then they are bored of me.
I know that it’s exciting,
Running through the night, but
Every perfect summer’s
Eating me alive until you’re gone –
Better on my own.
They say, “You’re a little much for me –
You’re a liability,
You’re a little much for me”.
So they pull back, make other plans.
I understand, I’m a liability.
Get you wild, make you leave.
I’m a little much for
Everyone.
🤥
Thought you’d be there through thick and thin…
Said you’d be there for me through everything,
Said that you’d have my back with anything.
❤️☀️🦋,
Bailey

👹 – “Don’t Get Any Closer” by Bebe Rehxa
☔️ – “Thru These Tears” by LANY
💔 – “Be Alright” by Dean Lewis
🥀 – “Liability” by Lorde
🤥 – “Thick And Thin” by LANY

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