Autoimmune Disease

OneRepublic just says it for me…

I don’t set alarms –

Lately I don’t set alarms,

But that’s because of the ringing that’s happening inside my head.

It keeps me safe from harm –

At least I tell myself I’m safe from harm,

But really it’s probably filling my dreams with dread…

So I get out of bed.

Yes I’m neurotic. I’m obsessed, and I know it.

Can’t take vacations in the brain,

Or believe me I’d be on one.

Hawaii under warm sun.

Think I lost my mind

But don’t worry about me

Happens all the time

In the morning I’ll be better

In the morning I’ll be better

I tell myself I’ll change –

That’s right I tell myself I’ll change,

But then I begin to realize that the problem is inside my veins –

But it’s inside my veins.

I swear I’m not insane –

Yes most likely not insane.

Everybody goes through moments of losing their clarity.

At least I’m never boring,

But I’ve been losing sleep so call the doctor – said to “take one of these

And call me in the morning”.

So here’s the question asked:

Of all the things you love, the people places, from the future to your ancient past,

Of every one of those. which one will cause you to let it go?

Need to crash…

Think you lost your mind

Well don’t worry about it

Happens all the time

In the morning you’ll be better

Things are only getting better

I think I lost my mind,

But don’t worry about me –

(But that’s because of the ringing that’s happening inside my head)

Happens all the time.

In the morning I’ll be better.

Things are slowly getting better.❤️

– “Better” by OneRepublic

It feels so good when a song can just speak for you. Because for once, you know you’re not alone. 🦋✌🏼&💜,Bailey

7 thoughts on “OneRepublic just says it for me…

  1. Music is my everything. I’m so grateful for those that have the talent to make it because we’ll all just be in our own mind, wondering if anyone can relate. Hang in there, pretty lady. I know it’s rough, but take in all the love and support from one another will help during these tough times.

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    1. It’s been a long road. And the end of this one just starts another, new, long road ahead.

      Thank you Anthony. ❤️ I’m so thankful that this road has ended, but it’s marked a brand new beginning for my entire family. We are strong enough though. We can do this. 💪🏼

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