Autoimmune Disease · Pain

Kidney Stone

For days.

Why does my body hate me so much?

The crazy and saddest part of this entire thing is that every previous kidney stone I’ve had, I’ve been on the floor, in the bath, on the couch trying to get comfortable… and now, I’m just dealing. I’m used to the pain. How fair is that?

Life isn’t fair.

Thank goodness for my rheumatologist. She set me up with everything they would possibly give me if I were to go to the ER. So from now until it passes, it’s:

  • Cranberry juice
  • Water
  • Timer set for before the pain medication wears off
  • Sleep because the meds from my rheumatologist really work in getting rid of the pain.
  • Eating whatever I can, when I can because eating is the last thing I want to do right now. 🤢
  • Fighting nausea back as hard and long as possible
  • And thanking God for the husband He gave me 💖

There’s a reason for everything under the sun and in every season. One day, I’ll know.

“When God solves your problems, you have faith in His abilities. When God does not solve your problems, He has faith in your abilities.”

I can do this.

I need to give myself more credit than what I’m used to giving.

I’m strong.

And with my God, anything is possible.

✌🏼&💜,

Bailey

2 thoughts on “Kidney Stone

  1. ABSOLUTELY! Through this last crazy ride – I think I’ve reached the decision to stop searching for answers and just accept this life as it’s given to me. I have so many supporting people in my life. I was given these “dings” in my armour because I’m strong enough for them to be considered “dings” in my life. So life – here Bailey comes!😂
    Thank you so much for your follows Anthony! I will continue to write just as much, about the same things as always. Writing has always been a good outlet for me.
    God Bless you too, Anthony! And your precious family! Hope all is well!!

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